In the darkness

iamafreakazoid @ 2004-05-20T16:05:00

2004-05-20T20:06:33Z

right now im at gaby's school sucked today like everyday at that school peace niggas lata bye

iamafreakazoid @ 2004-05-17T20:52:00

2004-05-18T01:03:41Z

Today i went to peabody and hung out with elise it was great fun. My mother is trying ti make me cut my hair for graduation (i dont think so) it will never get cut it will always block my view of this ugly world muhahahaha mu hahahahahahah no but im NEVER cutting my hair ahhhhhhhhhhhhh.

iamafreakazoid @ 2004-05-16T16:57:00

2004-05-16T21:08:44Z

AHHHHHHHHHHH my mother is being the biggest fucking bitch. "Your hair looks fucking retarded your not going out like that" " i like my hair and your the only one who seems to have a problem with it"and she keeps screaming and yelling and im getting really agrivated. AHHHHHHHHHHHH she just keeps putting me down today with my style like (every day im critisized by my WHOLE family on what i like) i just get lots of compliments at my house.

iamafreakazoid @ 2004-05-16T15:22:00

2004-05-16T19:30:41Z

Today im suppose to be hanging out with marissa and brittany too tottaly coolio people. They shall be calling here soon...........

later

iamafreakazoid @ 2004-05-15T22:01:00

2004-05-16T02:17:37Z

Today was.................eventful

First i went to jacqui's and then lizzie came over and christain so i was with them. We went to the beach for a while and then we headed back to jacqui's house. We got there stayed there for about and hour or longer and we decided to go to the store. Lizzie wasnt suppose to be seeing her b/f but thats why we went to the store so we could meat up with him and his friends without anyone knowing. Me and christain hate her b/f and his friends and we were outside waiting for them when my cousin walks by so im like christain screw this lets hang with them hes like ok so me and him were like jacqui well meet you at your house shes like ok. So we walk my friend and her friend home its like 9 something now and yada yada yada. Jacqui's mom calls on christains cell. "Where's jacqui"? well lizzie wasnt suppose to be with her b/f so we said oh shes way ahead of us up the street so she just saise call her for me yell to her "uhhh shes to far ahead" so i go give me me the phone i told her we didnt like the crowd because thier annoying and we dont likthem that we mat up with my cousin and her friend and were walking her home and she said she wouldnt say anything to them about it. We get there jacqui saise she's not mad so does lizzie but you could tell they were steamed because lizzie was just staring us down. Im like what did you want me to do she asked for you we tried to get around and say you were to far up but she wanted to talk to you so they say they werent steamed but you could tell they were and im really tired and ive been walking around this shithole of a city since 1 this after noon so ttyl

iamafreakazoid @ 2004-05-14T16:54:00

2004-05-14T20:55:06Z

Im babysitting now i just got here. I was at gaby's after school and then came here im here ubtil tomorrow then im going to jacqui's tomorrow to hang out with some cool people and im meeting these two kids that seeem pretty cool. ttyl bye

iamafreakazoid @ 2004-05-13T19:25:00

2004-05-13T23:32:25Z

Today was ok...........

iamafreakazoid @ 2004-05-12T15:56:00

2004-05-12T20:04:49Z

Rose pedals lay at my feet
as i play this myth again
a stupid game of she loves me she loves me not
from a cherry red
to an unknown black
the pedals change as i realise my fate
as the last pedal stands she loves me not

iamafreakazoid @ 2004-05-12T15:53:00

2004-05-12T20:01:12Z

Destiny is fate and fate is what you have to except.

One by one
Two by two
my thoughts drown away of you
they were lost in the ocean of tears
you made my cry
Six by Six
twelve by twelve
I think i found a cure for this spell
it is just to lose you
lose you in my thoughts
so you will never come back
to make my eyes fill with hurt
and cause me more pain
onehundred by onehundred
they drown even faster
all my thoughts of you are lost
and when i see you again someday
i will simply say.......do i know you?

iamafreakazoid @ 2004-05-11T17:20:00

2004-05-11T21:29:38Z

School sucked as always long boring day. Long story short its hot im bored and tired the end.

iamafreakazoid @ 2004-05-10T19:31:00

2004-05-10T23:38:58Z

Im so fucking mad i left my book at guitar and i need it to practice AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

iamafreakazoid @ 2004-05-10T19:06:00

2004-05-10T23:16:25Z

School sucked as usual. I hate brant duncan and i hate that school. Today has just been one of those days. Ive been stuck in all day and i hate this house all i do is get yelled at its so gay. My mother has been a bitch to me all day smacking me in the head and stuff and swearing and screaming at me and my little brother is fucking annoying the hell out of me. I want to practice guitar in the other room i cant why? because the little prince kyle is watching tv and whatever he wants goes, I need to get out of this house!!!!

iamafreakazoid @ 2004-05-09T20:01:00

2004-05-10T00:03:57Z

Right now im at gabrielle's the oh holy spelling queen. We had to sit at her aunts house whom i dont know for like 2 hours and watch thier home movies of florida. Im watching some ones home movies whom i dont know wow.Im never hanging out with her again! j/k<3 bye bye

iamafreakazoid @ 2004-05-08T21:43:00

2004-05-09T01:47:23Z

Baby sitting tonight i am right now actually until like 12 im just staying the night. Im watching my little cousins the gilrs would not go to bed, they made me play my acustic for them and sing a song and they fell asleep thier only 3 and 2 so i didnt mind hahahaha. IM downstairs with jack hes 5 and charlie's upstiars hes like 3 months and karlie and maggie are up stiars sleeping as well as charlie in his crib. AND i am tired because i have been baby sitting all day and four kids under the age of 6 is tireing. Well little miss karlie just came down ill put her up in like 10 or so night everyone.

iamafreakazoid @ 2004-05-07T23:17:00

2004-05-08T03:30:02Z

I fucking hate being an insomniac i can never fucking sleep i just saw a commercail for insomniac pills I WANT THEM!!!!! i never get to sleep until like 3 in the morning and even then i have to force myself asleep. I hate being an insomniac. is any one else an insomniac?

iamafreakazoid @ 2004-05-07T18:01:00

2004-05-07T22:05:50Z

I have no idea why im saying this but
when im around my best friends (you know who you are)
no troubles in the world arise to me
you guys are very valuable to me.
When im with you guys i just watch and think of how great you guys are and how lucky i am to be your friend
I mean just hanging with you guys i think about our friedships and how great of a time we all have together
and hoping well never split and if we do stay in contact later in life
and i know ill always be there for all of you. I will never turn my back and i hope your backs facing me i will never see.
i know that our friendships will stay strong for a long time
and i know that i will never let anything stupid ruin a great time.

iamafreakazoid @ 2004-05-07T14:03:00

2004-05-07T18:11:47Z

Hahahahaha i had like a full week off of school. i didn't go today because yesterday they said we had no school and i made plans to baby sit so i didnt have to go to school so i made 20 bucks babysitting while everyone one else was in school hahahahaha.

iamafreakazoid @ 2004-05-06T21:14:00

2004-05-07T01:26:03Z

So fucking pissed. School tomorrow they got the power going like 10 minutes ago wtf is the point anyway. AHHHHHHHH at least its a friday i still need to do homework from monday but i dont want to so im not. I went to the mall today with gaby and emily and patsy. I got a coolio new shirt. I need to get a job so im sending in an application and i hope i get this job because i need cash for all my shit that i need to buy god dam the government and its money hungry officails.

iamafreakazoid @ 2004-05-06T12:50:00

2004-05-06T16:58:10Z

Im so fucking bored!!!!!!! i need a girlfriend

iamafreakazoid @ 2004-05-06T11:37:00

2004-05-06T15:45:53Z

no school again tomorrow!!! i love my shitty school. maybe next week the rest of the cieling will fall like last year and no school again! hahahahahahahahahahaha thank god for bullshit welphare schools.

iamafreakazoid @ 2004-05-06T10:10:00

2004-05-06T14:18:34Z

I should be hanging out with alex and tyler today i dont know who else. We dont even know what were doing yet well figure something out probably just hang around and do nothing oh well.

iamafreakazoid @ 2004-05-05T22:05:00

2004-05-06T02:13:43Z

Home now i just ate a yummy cookie god i hate my self. yeah ummm tired but not wanting to sleep bored watching made later

iamafreakazoid @ 2004-05-05T20:32:00

2004-05-06T00:35:12Z

I just finished watching texas chainsaw massacre for like the 3rd time. LMAO that movie is so dumb i dont get it. If the kid leads pepole there all the time then why does he decide to help them? i was making fun of "leather face" the whole time. I mean think about it the kid decides to help them out of all the people he's lead into the house before i dont get it. I could stand the cop he was so annoying and loud. bye bye!

iamafreakazoid @ 2004-05-05T18:52:00

2004-05-05T22:52:54Z

Im at gaby's now. having fun woot

iamafreakazoid @ 2004-05-04T12:05:00

2004-05-04T16:07:12Z

At gabrielles now. Hey did you know her last name is tortolini yummmmy shes oober cool. I guess today is going to be a day of watching her in her pj's but thats cool.